things I've learnt this week

1. People think my message tone is weird (is 'big and chunky'by will.i.am for the madagascar 2 soundtrack)
2. people dress nice for uni
3. strathfield is full of asains
4. there is such a thing as a asian healthy takeaway
5. there are rules to a waterbomb fight (thanks jason!)
6. my cousin is cute
7. its fun to listen in on random people's conversations at uni
8. im excited to go to uni
9. my friends are deep bloggers
10. diva has a mens range coming soon
11. black guys like bling and will sacrifice their manhood to walk into a store like diva
12. rouse hill shops are awesome but on a hot day are pathetic
13. customers are pushy
14. you can make friends if you be yourself
15. old people do BA/BT's at uni
16. there are old people in my BA/BT classes
17. my brother is growing up (lol...i remember the things I was up to at 14/15)
18. Jayjays have awesome sales
19. I love him more
20. I dont mind not having any money
21. I liked ps i love you (actually that was last weeks revelation)
22. I'm selfish

much love

10:4

I'm not as deep as my friends

Cuz I like to bumble through life and take it as it comes. I only loosely plan my future. I know what I want from life like marrying, having kids etc but i dont know how I'm supposed to get there. A visiting pastor was at my home church the other week and he gave me what people call a 'word'. He told me to stop looking in the mirror and look to the future, for the destiny I could have in God. But I'm scared.

You think 18 is old. But its not. You big but your little at the same time.

Anyway I dont want to muse too much. I dont like the quiet.

As pink said 'the quiet scares me cuz it reveals the truth'

sorry its short but yeah

much love

10:4

The mercury is pushing 42 and the air con dies..

Thus is life...
I worked today, nothing too interesting.
I sold heaps of $3 'australia day' necklaces much to the enjoyment of my manager!
Yay
I got into ACU!!! :)
Funnily enough I will be so glad to get back into the routine of study.
I miss it.
My aunt said I was crazy and maybe I am but I'll be so happy to get back into the swing of things.
Grace is going to the same uni
Yay (again)
I have her party to go to tonight
so excited


the hall better be air conditioned :P

much love

10:4

Megan Fox not so foxy after all :)

So I saw an article today about how Megan Fox missed out on the top spot of askmen.com's top 99 most desirable women. It was "Entourage" actress Emmanuelle Chriqui. You should check the picture out. Shes not your typical stick thin girl. Yeah she is trim and looks terrific but I am so glad she actually looks like a real woman! An everyday girl. Finally girls can understand that guys want women with, believe it or not curves!!! I am so glad that the top woman wasnt tiny and stick thin. Dont get me wrong stick thin girls are beautiful but I think for the 99.9% of girls out there not blessed with a tiny body can smile and be confident as there are men out there who appreciate your body. I'm not trying to say girls are just eye candy, its just nice to know that there are people who appreciate who you are. And that is defo a confidence booster!

well there goes my rant for the day :)

much love

10:4

ps if you want to check the article out its at:
http://omg.yahoo.com/blogs/a-line/askmen-coms-top-99-most-desirable-women-of-2010/348?nc

I have not stopped in 3 days

literally I have been so busy. But the sad thing about it all is that I have no interesting stories from those 3 days. Except seeing elle again after forever! So today is a kinda recooperation day and so far I feel pretty relaxed. Im so excited for my friends party tonight, only cuz its dress up and its going to be heaps fun! I'll try get a pic and post it :) but no promises. Cuz the party is at my pastors house I was contempating putting a fake tatoo on, just to scare everyone. funnily enough my father encouraged it. that man is getting more and more lenient I think. but then i wonder. whatevs.

So waltzing practice was fun but I was over it by 7.

Random thought: You know when you say no to someone about something and you so desperately want to say yes? I had a moment like that last night (ok that sounds wrong but trust me the situation wasnt) You say no cuz your saving yourself and the other pain but you dont know if the other understands it? Will they still care about you? Will you still be important to them?

I think when you do things right in the first place things dont screw up at the end.

gotta go and veg out wewt!

much love

10:4

lifes tough

I guess life is weird. You go through and you get to places you'd never throught you would be. You wish you were someone else. You wish you were not in the place you are. Its weird. I think all this spare time is making me think too much. Or maybe I need to face my fears and do what is right? I've lived my life longing not to hurt anyone, but eventually im going to have to. How do you make a decision that will either hurt you in the long run or another person? They say when you love someone, you'll want the best for them. what if whats best is going to hurt them and you dont know how they'll recover? Do you tell them the whole truth? Or do you soften it...? Softening it only makes it worse I think cuz your still avoiding the problem.

Whatever.

enough deep thinking for me..

much love

10:4

ps. Jason best of bootie 2009 is out :) go to bootie blog they have a link also DJ Earworm has done a United States of Pop for 09 :) thought you might be interested.

I wish I was jewish...

then I wouldnt have to do work on sundays but alas the table must be set for lunch...

My holiday was absolutely fantastic :) if only i could stay forever...

So i get back and I'm totally busy. Christening today, errands tomorrow, party tuesday, wednesday off (i thinkg), thursday is grace's party practice, friday a nautical theme farewell party then saturday work....busy busy busy.

I'm sleepy just thinking about it :)

hope everyone had an awesome week, hopefully see you all soon :)

much love

10:4

twenty ten and private ryan

I Know, I'm a day late....but happy new year. Hope everyone had fun. I have absolutely nothing deep and meaningful to say as I dont feel change until I get there. Plus life is a bit of a blur for me as there are many things going on. Things in my life, things in my friends lives. Its all cuz of the bloody transision into adulthood or whatever. There a lots of questions and not many answers. But I'm not sooking, everything will work out. Just have to get used to not having all the answers.

Holidays next week. So I'll be out of action.

I saw saving private ryan last night. It was absolutely fantastic. I almost cried. though I must admit it was a tad bit (ok HEAPS) gory. But like it was sad, cuz its WW2 movie its all people dying. Quite sad though dont watch it with a full tummy.

So my life next week will be relaxing on the beach of shoal bay (my holiday destination of 18 years) I love that place, hardly anyone knows about it so its like a secret. (well i just blew that didnt I?)

well I must be off :)

much love

10:4

p.s the revolving resturaunt is at the top of the Workers Club in Blacktown. And its nice :)

pps this is a saving private ryan photo i found