Isnt it weird how you can be surrounded by a vast amount of people and yet feel lonely?
I think its really weird to have someone say 'i love you' and yet feel totally unloved...or be able to brush the statement off...
Isnt it weird that you can be 'fine' and yet tears are just below the surface?
You know your weird when you slow down your walk so you can hear strangers talk about retainers. Only to have them overtake you.
Sometimes I feel like all have walked out. But then i remeber those who havnt. And I can take them for granted. and when im with them i want to block out all reality. im sorry i do that to you.
i have this problem with problems...
i tend not to like facing them
closing my eyes, hands over ears....la la la I cant hear you
--and everything is exploding in your face and you pretend its not there
you put on a smile and listen to others talk about their tool boyfriends
----right now i dont care, but tell that to my face
yeah i'm all good :)
i hope this doesnt freak anyone out. i'm just writing as i think :)
can we start again?
much love
10:4
And you call me deep? Jeez woman....you're like a grave! (in that you're 6 foot deep....hahaha)
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