Everything Sucks?

Hey Hey Hey

I havnt written in a while as I have been a moody teenager. everything sucks. quite embarrassing once I got over it actually. I think it has something to do with me pulling a muscle (somehow) and now it hurts to breathe. let me tell you its THE worst feeling having to take shallow breaths otherwise your ribs feel like there going to explode. It all started before Loren's party. Stuffing my face with popcorn chicken snack box, then going to a party to eat more...I thought maybe the food was killing my breathing. But, 24 hours later and I'm still in pain. So its a muscle. YAY :) But I did learn a valuable lesson: never eat before a filo party (or a greek one, or an italian one....really anything thats not aussie cuz your guarranteed to starve at one of those) But I still love my aussie friends.... :)

Hopefully its all better by my birthday party on friday. Only 5 days to go!!! :) Yay! I'm really excited about having all my friends over. I dont know, I'm just having a good feeling about it. I think I'm more excited about school friends coming, as we now dont go to school. I know that sounds weird but yeah. It'll be good seeing everyone. Well, everyone who thought I was a good enough friend to attend a birthday party for (does that make sense?) I'm quite interested to hear what Elle will have to say, and the other randoms mum chose, I wonder what they are going to say.

I totally cant wait for friday. I'm so excited. I have to be honest through, as Ive invited 70+ people that means craploads of presents. Call me materialistic but I dont think I've ever had a party this big especially since my birthday is in the limbo week between Christmas and New Years Eve and everyone forgets that everyone exists cuz there all at the Post-Christmas Sales.

Anyways I must be off :)

Much love

10:4